the price to pay for happiness...

the last few weeks had been a real rollercoaster ride!
i have been a very, very bad tomcat...

played with fire... got burnt...
bad thing about it was, i burnt alot more than i thought...

person i care about; person she cared about; peers, friends and relatives who cared about both of them; the status quo of their simple lives...

i'm not worried about myself... i'm strong, i can lick myself back to good health and be on my feet sooner than anyone else. i'm more worried about the person i cared most about lately... it was too much for her...

i never thought i would damage the system that much in the process...
the very person who i thought would benefit from it, was the most damaged and affected...

all i wanted was to be happy...

that's all...
i'm really sorry...