-- E N V Y --

it's been a very long rest day weekend... it would've been nice had it been a long good, relaxing off-the-office weekend.. it wasn't.. it was exciting at first, then turned tiring, then exhausting, then frustrating... had some victories like triumphant move out from Kamuning... out of danger's way; maru's success in warding off his killers... good job, dear! to more frustrating ones like the seemingly endless trek of quiapo, to being party to blame for the barrage of criticisms and sarcastic blows to Dyan... to watching helplessly as dear ones suffer in pain.. to disappointments because of failed operations which we've been praying to work... to being 2seconds salary-rich, then being poor on the third strike of the clock's long hand...

it's 9:28AM... my last morning to sleep til my shift later at 7PM.. end of rest-day.. start of a new week... failed operations, need a think-over if it's worth a second try or is it time for plan B... work-deliverables shall flood again... need to plan for Baguio-trip, God knows how i can afford it this 2weeks before salary, same as Burgoo-meal i promised... ARGH! Bankard statements comes this week, too...

it's 9:34AM...
im here outside our small open-space at the back of the house... Puti is playing fetch the ball, erm, fur-ball with our dog Souyen, her being the ball, as Souyen grabs her by the nape, scrapes her on the ground then tosses her as far as he could, then another and another... on my left is Itim... this is his usual pose by this time of day.. too full to complain, too early to ask for lunch... contented and worry-free...
Mum will always provide them with food, shelter; no problems with work, no QA's to upload.. no bills to pay... no nothing... all that she worries about is how to spend the day..

breakdown of daily schedule (sked mimicked by Puti)
Rest Days Sun - Sat: 6AM - 9PM no Work days...

sleep... Eat, eat, eat... play.. play.. Eat.. sleep... sleep... sleep... sleep... sleep... sleep... play... Eat, eat..sleep... sleep... sleep... sleep... sleep... sleep... eat, eat, eat, Play... sleep... sleep... sleep... sleep...

ENVY....