Birthday Blues

just as expected.. regardless of how sunny days can be during first days of August, it always rains on the 6th.. never fails! 26 years and counting... next year it won't be different.. just hope it's just the rain that won't change..

i'm not saying, birthday was bad.. after all, Dyan flew all the way from Iloilo to Manila to be with me.. and it rained, not just trickle, but down right, i'm-gonna-soak-you-wet-hard rain! woohoo!! love the rain! got the chance to stroll with Dyan under the rain.. simply nice.. very very nice...

so what's wrong? almost everything else! :D

it's just sad to think that when we don't think about serious stuff, things are all beautiful..

but when reality bites(and it's usually down to the bone hard), things start falling apart... and it sucks... sadly we can't live the dream world all the time.. when life gives us a wake up call, we sometimes wake up to a bad dream, or worse, a nightmare..

i wish i can write more positive happy thoughts.. but for now, the most i can do, is wish for better days, months and years to come...

Maybe, my tarot cards are right.. all i can, and should do for now is find a corner, curl up and cry...