the purpose of the "delete message" button...

i came in early for work today because of two things; one to see bourgeoisie, and number two try out if the card reader can work behind the restrictions set in the computers. first one was satisfied early on my shift, for she was the first one i saw upon entering the stuffy office of the 33rd floor. she was very casually dressed and in her black sleeveless and body-fit tops, and a very cool looking 3/4 capri pants... "Nice start.", i said to myself.

she was not so bourgeoisie-ey this afternoon. she was just happily lickin on her favorite snack, ice cream, which she usually drops, or manages to make a mess out it, and still proudly announces it.

second objective failed, though. card reader can be connected but downloads still don't work. oh well. at least i can still copy paste and upload images files to the net. i uploaded high school friend's pic son our yahoo groups. i'm happy.

then for some bad wind of air, i decided to open my gmail account; dedicated to cindy and our past. i was running through our past emails, looking for some good email to forward to my officemates when i came across an email that she had sent me around October time.

"LA LANG" was title and body read(all in caps); "HIERS!LA LANG HOPE U LIKE IT! LOVE YAH! MWAH! -DY"

and attached to it was a 2MB non-compressed picture of her, cris and 2 guy officemates.

the bad thing about Gmail is the set-up that you see what you replied to the original message.

"at sino na naman yung dalawang kumag sa likod? hmm...", i replied back.

and then it hit me... it was my fault... not completely, but a big chunk of the main reason why our relationship failed was because of me.

i literally cried when i saw it... i was a jerk...

Darn that Gmail! Why the hell does it not have a simple delete button! Why does it need to have a move to trash option, when a simple delete button would have done the job! and I wouldn't, and shouldn't be suffering right now!

i should've deleted that stupid email.

I miss my girl...

Darn that delete button!