wholly weakened

and it was time to reflect...

i was lucky enough to have such a blessed schedule at work this period, i have friday dawns to late mondays sunset times of no work... as i write this blog, i am already on my way to the province... i know i have nothing much to expect from our dear old little barrio nothing specail that is... but that nothingness is what i crave for this week. this is also a "holy" weekend season... and it should extra nothingness to our set-up back home.

i have been through a lot about this past quarter of 2005. and i have done things that i am not so proud of, and have had too many not so shining moments... i have had slumps in life, and i personally know all of my wrong doings... i want to change... that i know... and i would take this time off to gather my thoughts and regroup my scattered being.

each and every person has their own cross... i'll learn to deal with mine... and if possible try to heave it with a smile.