and days became longer...

most of the time people complain of the things they already have. people don't tend to appreciate things that surround them... from material things like their car being old and not the latest SUV bir truck or the 2F2F Nissan Skyline; their Nokia mega-pixel cam with PDA functions that has bluetooth and wifi capabilities wishin it would be the newly laucnhed tera-pixel, rainbow-colored tooth, broadband pda phone that can also be used as a vacuum cleaner; to our special someones... :'(

also one thing we always take for granted is the daily routine that we live by day-in and day-out.
some are bored to death with their daily set of tasks and are always asking for changes... we always take for granted the fact that that routine we hate is a day gone by with ease and it just means that we can bear it... a boring routine based and lived day means it was smooth sailing...

i was one of those who took for granted that uninteresting, tiresome and dull life...

it's my second day that my unloved, and uncared by life was made more miserable by my toothache... graveyard work was made worse, and longer i might add... eating was transformed from bliss to a challenge, and the feeling of being unloved was made more obvious and distinct...
i miss my girl... if she were here... pain could have been more tolerable... life will be less miserable.

but then again, for now, i'm alone... bordered by four big walls of my apartment, stared at by three lonely puppies on my poster... whimpering still in pain ... ;'(